I'm Caving In

August 18, 2005

My tailbone hurts like it's been stomped on by a steel toe boot. And it's just because of the stupid chair I sit on at work. I would stand, but then the window would be at my crotch, and since I have a hole in my pants in my crotch area, probably not a good idea. Fucking pants.

Yesterday I was walking around the backroom and somehow slipped and my ankle twisted and cracked really loud and now today it's swollen like a house and I can't stand on it very well and it's all good because now I don't have to go to Spalady but I might go for exrays tomorrow. Cause it's really bruised and swollen and hurts like a fucking crazy man.

My manager got in a car accident in the parking lot and spent all afternoon yelling at her insurance company and it was kind of funny but not really but kind of.

Today I feel like I want to be a biochemist. I don't know how long this will last, but I have the feeling in the pit of my stomache that maybe being a teacher isn't exactly what I want to be doing. And I'm having total anxiety. I don't fucking know what to do. Maybe I'll try to get into grad school. But fuck, you need a crazy ass GPA for that, and I don't have one, and I don't fucking know what to do. I'm having a 1/4 20's crisis.



Captain Rocket said...

I must say, as usual, go with your gut. Do what you really want to do, and don't settle until you're happy with it.

or whatever. Hope you don't have a sprain.

christy said...

i sprained my ankle a few months ago and it still hurts sometimes if i push on it and it's still bigger than the other one and i'm sure that's not good but since it doesn't hurt unless i push on it i don't really care. :)

anyways i hope yours stops hurting and stuff.

kandygrl said...

Glad to see someone else is having a mid twenties crisis. Join the club.

Angela said...

I think you will be a great teacher because you are the opposite of everything that EDIT was. But you should totally do what makes you happy.

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